Wednesday, December 29, 2010

secret recipe..:)


i was like dying to eat this..haha



n thanks to my mum for sponsor it...hoho
we spent rm100 for da food...esk mkn nasi dgn telur masin je okeh! hee

Sunday, December 26, 2010

some people

today I went outing with my besties..hhaha
zie, kuna n salman..
so a few things happen... perkara2 yg membuatkan aku rase mcm nk bg penampar je la kn..haha

situasi satu

we went to a shop that sell a lots of teddy bear...it was because i wanna buy a present for my sister's birthday..
awl2 nk masuk tu pon dh ade aura pelik..anty chinese tu pndang slack kt kteorg..

anty kerek: u nk beli teddy bear ke? yg besar ke yg kecik?
us: err...yerp..nk tgk2 dlu..

so kteorg masuk larh..xde la byk bebenor pon teddy bear kt situ

anty kerek: eh2...u jgn pegang2...u klau nk tgk bru ckp...nnt i yg amekkn...brg mhal neh

us: -______________-
anty kerek: okayh..u nk beli ap? bantal or bear? nnt i recommend.. u guys bajet berape?
aku: bantal la kot..xnk la over rm20...kecik2 suda( stakat adik je pon...klau mhal2 soh dy mntak ngn pkwe dy la kan...tettt)
anty kerek: owh..xde2..sini xde jual brg rm20 below...kteorg jual teddy bear ori punya...yg kecik tu pon rm40..u all nk murah pegi golok larh

EXCUSE ME!! ape kes anty neh??? muka kteorg neh mcm xde duet sgt kew...patut la xlaku..F*** u!! aku dh mcm berapi je time tuh...sabar jew...
nih nk tnye..tgn kteorg neh kotor sgt kew?? smpai pegang2 pon xbleh...haihh kalau anty jual mahal2 neh ade org nk beli ke?? drpd jual kt situ mcm tunggu mase je nk bankrup...baek anty pegi jual kt ou kew mid..yelar..kteorg kn xMAMPU nk beli kt kedai anty yg jual brg2 ori mcm tuh...pegi brambus larh!!

situasi dua

lokasi: HOCK KEE SENG kuala terengganu

guard: eh dik..bag letak kt luar!
us: hah?? tp neh handbag..
guard: yela..handbag besar..letak kt luar!

ape kejadah dgn mamat guard tuh??!! bengong nyea larh...handbag dgn bag bese pon xleh nk beza..muke kteorg ni ad rupe pencuri ke?? dh la kteorg msuk abes sopan la tuh..tbe2 kene pnggil mcm tuh..bodoh!! zaman sekarang handbag besar2 la weh..abes tuh xkn la dy nk tahan sume org yg bwk beg besar2 kot..laen kli kteorg bwk beg beroda je la kan..bak kate nisa..double middle finger!!

p/s: slash all those words yg xsenonoh tuh...because of some people..they ruined our mood..and because of some people jgak..my blog dh xayu dh...haihh

end~

Saturday, December 25, 2010

hello people!!

I have a lot to write about but then I'm not sure how to start....
So first thing first, I'm HOME right now..lol (since I have 2 home, so im actually at terengganu..weee)
my last paper for midsem ended on last Thursday night..so I went back to Kedah yesterday of course....siap skip kelas math lg..hehe
but the main thing I wanna share with u guys is...I went back with TRAIN...
(yupp..believe me..ank tcer teti dh pndai naek train..haha)
it was amazing and quite adventure but for sure it will be the first and last..hee
anyway thanks to nisa sbb sudi la kan blik ngn aku..lalala
and today my family and I went back to terengganu..but only for 2 days because of some reason

okayh2...lots of things had happened to me currently...so I'll just jot down here..:)

1) midsem is over..5 papers...and I have done my best..tawakal je la kan...
2) I got 29 over 30 for my arabic paper...haha suddenly miss SMA Khairiah
3) I went to OU and spent rm100 over....dont ask what have I bought
4) my bestfren's birthday....and I didn't buy her anything..(zie, aku bg kasih syg je la 4 ur bfday)
5) I found out that programming kind of hard enough..(dulu2 konon berangan nk jd programmer la sgt kn..haa amek kau)
6) One of my good friend at kedah was having operation because of tumor..so she had to remove half of her fallopian tube...(qinah,sorry for not being there)
7) ermmmmm....dh abes kot

so thats all...xde la byk sgt
my holiday just starting...esk nk kluar dgn nazihan..hip2 hooray
n ade org tu pegi PD..haha enjoy your holidays k..

big smile for u
pen off

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

for you to read



sorry for making u disappointed on me

Saturday, December 11, 2010

beruang yang best

"Alkisah... .. Seorang lelaki islam ponteng sembahyang Jumaat.
Sebaliknya dia masuk hutan untuk memburuberuang. Sedang dia terhendap2
di dalam semak,
tiba2 dia berlanggar dengan seekor beruang.


Dia begitu terkejut sehingga senapangnya tercampak lalu tergelungsur ke
dalam jurang. Dia pula tergolek ke arah lain, jatuh ke atas batu dan
KRAKKKK! Kedua2 kakinya patah. Jangan risau .. ini bukanlah berita
buruk
ok. Ada lagi ..
Berita buruknya adalah beruang tadi terus menghambatnya, sedangkan dia
dah tak boleh bergerak lagi.


"Ya Allah," doa lelaki tersebut,"Ampunilah dosaku kerana ponteng
sembahyang berjemaah pada hari Jumaat yang mulia ini .. Ampunilah aku
ya
Allah ..
makbulkan hajat ku ini .. jadikanlah beruang yang memburuku Muslim yang
beriman .. tolong ya Allah! Aminnn.."


Tiba2 guruh berdentum! Beruang tadi tiba2 terhenti betul2 di hadapan
lelaki tadi. Sambil menadah kedua2 kaki depannya ke langit .. beruang
tersebut pun berdoa, "Allahumma barik lana, fima razaktana, wa qina
azabbannar.Amin ...! "

Friday, December 10, 2010

Thursday, December 9, 2010

isolated

cast aside

empty

there were sunny
there were bright

and

here comes nights
here comes darkness

end~

friends and strangers

sometimes good friends could never understand you
sometimes good friends can hurt you a lot
and sometimes good friends can make you cry

but then
sometimes strangers can really understand you
sometimes strangers can be a good listener
and sometimes strangers can make you happy

this is life
nothing will satisfy us enough
but its wrong
alhamdulillah
He gave me everything enough

as I think
I wanna go back to my kindergarten
where that time
there's no heart feelings and no hurt feelings

who will you choose??
friends or strangers



I choose my mom and dad

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

jam tangan

Seorang pemuda sedang dalam perjalanannya kembali ke

Kuala Lumpur dengan

menaiki keretapi Mel-malam. Antara penumpang yang

ramai ada seorang tua

yang duduk disebelahya. Setelah lama berdiam diri,

sambil menguap si pemuda

bertanya kepada orang tua tersebut, " Pakcik, pukul

berapa sekarang?"



Sebuah pertanyaan yang biasa, yang kadangkala kita

tujukan kepada

sesiapapun kan? Dan selalunya kita akan mendapat

jawapan. Namun kali ini

sungguh diluar dugaan, orang tua tadi berdiam diri

sahaja.



Mungkin orang tua ini kurang pendengaran, berkata

pemuda tersebut di dalam

hati. Dia mengulanginya sampai 3 kali. Namun orang

tua itu tetap berdiam

diri tanpa sebarang riak dari wajahnya.



Pemuda tersebut mencuit orang tua tersebut dan

berkata, "Saya hairan

mengapa pakcik tidak menjawap pertanyaan saya?

Salahkah saya bertanya?



Orang tua itu menoleh sambil berkata, "Bukannya saya

tidak mahu

menjawap,tapi nanti kalau saya jawap, kita pasti

akan bersoal jawap

mengenai soal ini soal itu, dan akhirnya kita akan

bertambah mesra."



Si pemuda termangu mendengar ceramah orang tua itu.

Terus dia bertanya

lagi, "Lalu apa salahnya kalau kita menjadi lebih

mesra?"



Orang tua itu berkata lagi, "Apabila kita bertambah

mesra ketika anak gadis

dan isteri saya menjemput saya di Kuala Lumpur,

nanti kita akan turun

sama-sama.Dan saya pasti mengenalkan mereka kepada

kamu."



Si pemuda itu tambah bingung dan tidak tentu arah.

"Jadi?" tanyanya lagi.



"Isteri saya orangnya baik sekali kepada semua

orang, takut nanti dia

mempelawa anda ke rumah. Nanti kamu akan mandi dan

berehat di rumah saya,

dan juga akan kami jamu di rumah saya. Setelah itu

kamu boleh menjadi rapat

dengan anak gadis saya dan kamu akan menjadi teman

lelaki anak saya.

Lama-lama kamu akan menjadi menantu saya," katanya

lagi.



Si pemuda yang tadi sudah bingung sekarang semakin

bingung.Terus dia

bertanya, "Pakcik, apakah hubungannya semua ini

dengan pertanyaan saya yang

pertama?



Sambil berdiri orang tua tersebut menjawap dengan

lantang, "Masalahnya?,

SAYA TIDAK MAHU MEMPUNYAI MENANTU SEPERTI KAMU. JAM

TANGAN PON TAKDERRR!

CIKAI BETUL!!"


[this is just for fun and believe me after this there will be more]

Monday, December 6, 2010

first and last trial



okay..serve myself
and please don't get me wrong
I am not taking drug pills
its only for my flue
but last night I forgot to take it
so this morning I woke up with bad flu
so accidently I took 2 pills which is overdose of course
and as the result,
for whole day..I was sleepy and headache because of it
urghhhh.....disaster..

Sunday, December 5, 2010

nisa and her phone..!!


makkk!! angkat phone cepat...



cantekk x handphone bru nisa....

mamak owh mamak

awak pandai kira ke tak neh??
musykil2....

thanks to....

the only way I can hold my tears is being with
aina,nisa n lee

Thursday, December 2, 2010

here it come

mid sem exam is coming!!!

-_______________-

Monday, November 29, 2010

again..

these few days make me feel sick
miss my home badly
but seems that it will takes longer time for me to come home
haihh

to make me forget about it
I spend my time with my friends
being with them make me forget about home
big smile to my friends

Saturday, November 27, 2010

to a friend of mine

this entry is for you...
dear you..

we were closed last time
I can't deny it

you called me mostly every night
you wake me up every sahur time
you are a good listener and advisor too
and you did help me a lot

but I made a mistake
and you are wondering why we are not close anymore
do believe me
losing a friend is the last thing I want in life

so it's time for me to explain

I'm not a good person for you
I was afraid that I disturb you with your girl
which I'm not so sure you have it one or not
and it was also because you text other girls too
so I stop contact with you
and I am not blamed you at all
then at that time I think you don't need me anymore

but then I realized
I am easily close with you at first
because I was lonely not because I want to be a friend with you
and it kills me because it seems like I was being jerk
and looks like I was using you
so I stopped

so here in an appropriate way
I'm asking for apologize
for being a terrible friend to you
and I really hope that we can still be a friend

again dont be lame girl

I miss my home
I miss my room
I miss mom's cook

out of the blue
HOMESICK
:(

Friday, November 26, 2010

i wish

how I wish that I could buy a cute little blouse
not so fancy
not so colorful
but it suites me well
n also look decent hahaha

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

tag oh tag

I never done this..but seems my good fren tag me this which is farhanom husna
so dgn hati yg ikhlas aku jwb la erk..haha

apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?
handphone...heee

benda terakhir korang beli menggunakan duit sendiri?
baju kurung cotton kt giant jew...haha

adakah korang bercinta sekarang?
okaaayhhh.....saya cinta mama n papa saya..tett~

berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih equal to suami korang?
insyaAllah until death apart us..n smpai akhirat jgk...-_-

dimana korang akan jumpa kekasih korang?
xpernah tfikir larh...

novel/buku/ majalah yang terakhir korang beli?
cleo..hehh

apa nama penuh korang?
fatin nur haiyam bt ahmad suzaime..penuh x tuh?? lalala

antara mak dan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?
xnk pilih2..saya tamak haloba..saya nak dua2 jgak

dimanakah tempat betul2 korang nak pegi?
karambunai island..haha

pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?
err...xde motif..

beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag korang?
kwn saya, org perak,dy xpernah lpa ttg saya..and im appreciate that

5 benda yang korang sayang sangat2 dalam hidup korang?
-handphone
-laptop
-that big teddy bear
-jaket jeans saya..xtau kenape
-i/c n lesen keta..lalala

bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?
16 November 1992...kat umah n sekola...dkat2 spm plak tuh kn..-_____-

5 orang blogger yang korang nak tag?
-fatin leyana rosley
-hairunnisa yusof
-nazihan athirah abd wahab
-najibah yahya
-nadiatul ajeerah

:)

Monday, November 22, 2010

lost my mind

statement 1 : I know I have to make a decision fast
statement 2 : I hate making choices
conclusion : I need a break and probably back off

pen off~

Sunday, November 21, 2010

kids are cute but...

haha...regarding this title
this few days I spend my holidays with eidlan hakimi
a 3 year old boy
which is cute and seems a very pleasant
hahaha
but of course
he's a kid right
babysitting him was tiring
believe me...he is very active boy
and he's little brother
eiman hadi...(did I spell it right?? hurm..)
he was soo damn cute
today was he's 7 day after he was born
and I was so excited that I could hold him twice
that baby is so small...trust me....2.4 kg fuhh
I love the smell of baby..heee

I stll can't believe that I can handle those kids

Saturday, November 20, 2010

haihh

im sorry if i hurt u before
-_-

Friday, November 19, 2010

Monday, November 15, 2010

I'm nobody without you, mama!!

ding dong ding dong
its 12 am
and here I am becoming 18 years old officially
however this entry is actually not for me
its for my mom

hey madam teti rozi,
I know that I'm not a very good daughter to you
and sometimes I think I am worthless
I done nothing that you can be proud on me
and I realize sometimes I hurt you
maybe a lot I guess..

so mom..wanna know something
every time you get hurt because of me
I really wanna give you thousands of novels for a present
because I know you love to read novels
so that you can smile again

ma..
every time you upset because of me
I really wish I am the best writer in the world
so that I can write a book for you
because I know one of your dream is going to be a writer
and I wanna see your smile again

mother..
every time you mad on me
I wish I have a lot of money
so that I can build a glass house like you always dream about
because I know you will be happy again

mama..
I know sometimes I didn't listen to you
I know I hurt you always
I know I disappointed you most
and I know I never make you happy with me

I do realize all of that
but I dunno know how to say sorry
or to say that I love you most
because I dunno how to impress my feelings or my regrets for hurting you
but do believe me mama,
I never wanna it too
I never wanna hurt you or disappointed you ever

So here I am
on my own birthday
I wish a very thank you for you
for giving birth to me
for raising me well enough
since 16 November 1992 until today 16 November 2010
you have done a great job,mother
you have been the most incredible person in my life
and I realize I rarely saying to you that actually
I am PROUD to be your daughter
I LOVE you more than myself
and I wanna you know
that I trying my best to make you happy
I'm trying the best I could to make you proud me even once
and I am going to try harder to get good results
so that you will never be ashamed to tell everyone that I'm your daughter

For 18 years
you have been my best friend ever
you have been a good listener
you have been a good counselor
you have been a good cooker
you have been a good doctor
and you have always being there all the time

so here mom
I hope that
you are still willing to being there with me in the next
18 years..insy in ALLAH's willing
so that there will be one moment that you will be happy and proud with me

from deep in my heart..
once again I LOVE YOU MOM..
sincerely,
your first daughter..

(how I wish you will read this
because I really dunno how to say sorry and all those things in front of you)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

hee..sorry to you

hurm...here a story
he text me this afternoon
he said he wanna meet me
at midvalley again
and as I said..I'm not in da mood
so at last he accepted it
soon enough..
I asked him whether have he going back or not
and he said his bus is on night
there I know that tonight he will going back to his hometown
he said again
he took the night bus because wanna see me first
err..ooppsiee
I never think about that
haihhh
I'm really sorry..
next time larh k..
sorry I'm disappointed you

keep your head into the game



haihh
chemistry ohh chemistry..
come on fatin!!
focus larh....haha:p

to the most important person


I'M SORRY!!
for hurting you

Friday, November 12, 2010

crying is lame

before I start..lets laugh about this
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
yeahh..believe or not I did cry just now
and it was unexpected haha
I meant crying in front of my roommates goshh
I never imagine that hurmm

kak syud ckp "alamak..dlm hati ade taman rupenya"
kahkhakahkah
Im sorry ok!! I dunno how to impressed my feelings!!
and I really lame about all those mushy little feelings neh
for a joke I might be okayh..

so wanna know why I cried
I cried because of one of my roommate have to move to the other room
because her friend needs a company..
and unbelievable right
fatin!! you really cried because of her huh
haha..yupp i did..:p
I am bad on showing love or care on someone
but I admit it..it the room will not be the same without her
even I always 'kenakan dia' haha

and I still can't believe I really cried for that small thing
n yet..who knows..I might actually crying for other things..
-______- and Im glad I did it..
its been awhile actually...haha

Thursday, November 11, 2010

spotcheck!!



matric card [check]
tudung labuh enough [check]

p/s: ini dh kre ikut law kn mdam?? lalala

Sunday, November 7, 2010

for you..

good luck for your final exam!!
<3

Saturday, November 6, 2010

what happen today??

so here's the thing
I am suppose going out with dayah n sahabat
and we did go to midvalley
but the truth is,
this morning when I woke up I felt so sick
not that I'm going to sick or what so ever
I don't know
I'm not in the mood to go to mid
and seriously..
if not because of someone that I should meet at mid
I have already cancelled my idea..
and thanks to dayah because being there with me

so there we are at midvalley
around 12 noon I met him
as he said before
he did brought his 3 other friends..fuhh
he asked me to have lunch
but I was still feeling sick
and plus a little bit "cuak" because I'm the only girl with them
but thank Allah..dayah and sahabat came to join with us
they sure help me at that time

but then after lunch..they left me with the guys
huhuhuhu..
lme jgk la lpak kt foodcourt 2..melangut je kt situ haha
and then adil wanna buy me some ice-cream
lpas lunch mkn ice-cream plak
haha..but I demand..instead of ice-cream I wanna mcflurry..hee
so he bought it..and we shared it..because I way too full..haha

and the worst part it..
I just followed them all around the mid
and it was EXHAUSTED...haha
and then we went to jusco
his frens wanna buy some food I guess
and believe me or not..lme gle dorg shopping mkanan..
ingtkn guys kejap je shopping..haila2
but then adil n me just sat at jusco while waiting for his frens
and that time things getting okay
I dont feel sick anymore
and I did have a good time with him
cume penat gler jew..haihh

so before 3 pm,
we went to mph
adil wanna send me off to dayah haha
yela...dorg nk bilik dh..xkn nk tinggal aku sorg2 mcm tu je kn
so I called dayah and ask her to meet me at mph
dy sempat la teman kjap and of course la kwn2 dy tu pon ikut skali
hahaha
anyway..overall I enjoyed it:)

Friday, November 5, 2010

i love them...



so here's da thing

smlm bkn maen cuak la kan
sbb tkut mama mrh aku nk kluar esk
hahaha
so end up I called papa this afternoon
I meant I asked papa to call me
then..ble papa called je
xsempat nk say hello or what
papa trus ckp xbleh kluar
hahahaha
but then here's da thing
I am my dad's daughter
so I know..
he will give me da permission
and he did..
so I didn't talk to my mom at all
but I know my dad told her straight away
hahaha
love them so much
thanks papa n mama!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

aduh..saya rindu mereka

alamak..mcm mne neh

haihhh
mcm mne nk ckp kt mama neh
takowt..haha
mcm mne nk ckp aku nk kluar sabtu neh
hailaaa
mama mesti bising....
cnfirm2 pnye...
aiyokkk...mcm mne nk bg ayat kt mama neh..
haha
any idea guys??

Saturday, October 30, 2010

sometimes

Sometimes I really dunno how to spill it
for me, there are something that we can share with people and there are something we might need to keep it in ourselves..
I'm not feeling very well..
not that I am sick..but I do feel kind of weird
LOST
and I hate it
I really am
but I dunno how to stop it

Sometimes I think I can't hold it anymore
I wanna to burst it out but I dunno for what
and sometimes I just wanna scream out loud for no reason
I proud to myself because I can pretend I'm okay to everyone around me
and I can smile and laugh with them
but the truth is, I'm actually not okay
and here I am
struggling with myself
so that people around me think I'm strong enough
I'm cool enough..I'm happy enough..
but deep down there
I'm kind of lost..lonely..and depressed

to those that might be knowing me..
forgive me..for hurting you all
<a big smile for all of you>



alone

we're born alone
we live alone
we die alone

only through our
LOVE
and
FRIENDSHIP
can we create the illusion
for the moment that
we're not alone

Friday, October 15, 2010

it's my first sem..love them all





people!! meet my little sis



oppss??

td ade org tnye..
akak2..
still kapel ngn **** lg ke?
hahaha
so..ape nk jwb ni..
hurm..tiada dlm skema jwpn..
lalala -_-

Saturday, October 9, 2010

i had fun

last evening we went to see ibah
soon after we arrived there we went out
to find some food of course..haha
and then after evening with ibah
we went back to matrik changlun to sent ibah back
and so we had our maghrib prayer at there too
while at there, I try to contact wahida(my schoolmate)
unexpected, I got to meet wahida and fariss
hehe
I'm, so glad to meet all of them
being honest, I miss my school life
and my friends
and of course my soulsisters..
love u all guys muah3

Sunday, October 3, 2010

err...??


is my blog seems gloomy??
heee..
and is that bothering all of you?

semester break..

people will say its HEAVEN!!
yeah..as well as me
but now after a week of it
i couldn't agree with that anymore
agak bosan yea duduk di rumah nih...
im back to zombie again..
huhh

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

death and life

they are connected
every single day people born and die
its depend on ourselves to realize it or not
I do scared when thinking of death
especially those people who I love
I can't imagine how the feeling
and I scared just thinking of it
but then I know
what ever it takes
soon it'll happen too
and when it comes
I really hope I can take it
and be strong to control it

to those who have lost someone
and especially hassan, a friend of mine who have lost his father
sorry to hear..
may Allah bless them all..
al-fatihah..

a big teddy from u



i luv it...thank u so much ;p

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

being honest is what i do

keeping secrets from my mom n dad is not my type
yeahh...i've no secrets with them
everything that happens in my life i told them
for me, my parents is da best person that i can share
my happiest n saddest moment that happen in my life
n im so lucky to hav them
may Allah bless them always..:)

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

enough is enough

dear myself,
this is a big issue
u should have known this in the first place
n u should stop
n again u make a mistake
big mistake

hey clumsy little girl,
please stop your
premature feeling
this is not the time
n that is the right person

so here the conclusion,
dont get urself into him
dont hold on to that guy
be mature
stop the nonsense feeling
dont be cheap
n enjoy ur time

p/s: now u do realize..=( huhu

Saturday, September 11, 2010

khas ditujukn kepade

dgn ini saya, tuan pnye blog yg xsberape nih
ingin mengucapkn
SELAMAT HRI RAYE
MAAF ZAHIR N BATIN

kpd mama n papa serta family, husband to be (keh3), boyfren yg sdg mncri (lalala), mber2 yg disenangi n also to those who read my blog( bajet ad la kan)

dtg la rye rumah di kuala terengganu
jgn tnye ble open house sbb umah sye sntiasa tbuka cume pgar je tertutup
hahaha :D

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

jelez ke??

zima prnah ckp yg dy xske jeles
n fyi,
i hate being jelez too..
haihh...
so i told myself..
dont be jelez on smething that u dont sure
hee..n i try my best..huhu
but indeed..im still jelez for NOTHING..huhh

hurm..
i hav to confess
i do miss that voice
haihh..too bz being wit family or too bz texting smeone else
fuhh..again with that jelez tone..
hahaha

ok2..come again..
focus ftin nur haiyam..
switch to study mode now!!

di pagi yg hening ini..

raya is coming so soon...
ary ni dh blik trgnu( my hometown)
lpas je shur..
papa xbg tdo dh..
trus siap2..
tp klau pndai mngelat bleh je tdo kjap..
hihi saye la tuh..
so ble dh btolak awl ni smpai awl la kn
around 3.30 pm tuh dh smpai umh..
our own house..
im so excited..sbb dh lme xblik trgnu
yela..duk kt pj tuh xpernh blik2 pon
hehe..so of cos la saye hepi
not becoz of nk rye..
but becoz of my bestfrens are here
im so exctd to meet them..hee

n ckp psal rye..
i heard one tazkirah in radio that day
hri rya ni untuk org islam raikn after bpose ni
n kte mesti la ziarah n mziarahi kaum krabat
so...kaum krabat huh??
ble fkir psal rye..bkn nk blame rye tp mesti akn jd smething
mesti ad issue yg akn came out
n that issue is the same issue that happen every rye
haha..(klau crite mmg korg xfhm, so klau nk tau..join la fmily sye..isi borg siap2 yea..hahaha)
so i really hope that this raya will be simple n xserabut2
n i hope this rya didn't spoil my mood
plus after rya break ni trus final exam
huhu..
so dear little princess
(ble lg nk mngaku dri princess kn)
be prepared for rya n the exam!!
smile~

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Friday, September 3, 2010

iman!! i hate u

hahaha...
xaci la korg
mesti ke outing lpas i dh BALIK!!
berdedikasi punye roomate!!
haha
siap u guys nnt...

Monday, August 30, 2010

control

he makes me crazy sometimes
he make me laugh
hahaha
aiyokkk
control urself
dont be overboard(bak kte aina)
hehe:D
i will...

but then...someone shows up
haihhh
something is going to happen
i can feel it

pliz understand me
i dont want to hurt anyone...-_-

heaven

wah...mmg best btol duk umah
at last blik jgk
n im so hepi im at my home now
mkn byk doe
hehe
sbb hepi sgt kot
klau kt uia xmkn byk2 pon
mkn time bukak je la
n then enough
hee
being wit family is da best part of da life

Friday, August 27, 2010

disappointed

it was not as i expected
it was sucks
way too much
felt like an idiot
huhh..
im quite disappointed
what a heck
dont care anymore..
biar dy la..
sy xnk amek tau dh bleh x??

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

:(

serabut...
sye nk nanges sgt2..
huhh
hold on gurl..
smile okeh!!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

oh my...

nearly 3 months im in pj
xblik kedah lgsung
aptah lg trgnu
owhh..i miss my home so much

nearly 3 months jgak la aku xjejakkn kaki ku di dapur
hahaha
ingt time cuti spm dlu..
mmg mama serah dapur tu kt aku larh
hahaha
puan teti rozi..
ank dare awk dh lme xmemasak
agk2 dy pndai masak lg x??
hahaha
owh mama!!
i miss my home
i miss my cooking n of course ur cooking too

hihihi...serious mama!!
nnt kalau kaklong dh x pndai masak
dont blame me k...hihi

ibah ckp rindu kuah singgang!!
owh no..tringin jgak!!
kuah singgang xkn lupe pnye...da basic thing..
hehe
agk2 makcik cafe kt bwh ni kasi pnjam x dpur dy

makcik!! saye nk pnjam dpur mkcik kjap bleh
nk msak kuah singgang n telur dadar
nk wat bukak pose..
da simple is da best!! hihihihi:p

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

frustnyea

mama n papa xbgik kluar outing
huuwaaaa
knape??
mmg nk nangis dowh...
ur little girl juz wanna have some life
huhu...plizzz

im not really used to that

"awak"

random

wahh..lme xupdate blog
lme kot..
sbb ap erk??
keje byk..presentation..newspapers
quizzes n tutor...
plus
bln pose nih...mlm terawih...pg2 xlarat plak
eceh..blah la..
ckp je NOT IN DA MOOD
serious..
klau nk tulis blog mmg kne ad mood
im not da kind yg ske cite about my life every single day
bcoz my life don't have anything sweet n interesting
hehehe..think so..
but for me, it suits me well
i have my own story
happy,excited,sad,frust menonggeng n others
hahaha
anyway
i wrote about what i want to write...
and i dont even care if there's anyone wanna read my blog or not
xkcau idup spe2 pon...:p

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself




1.my mood is unpredictable
2.da eldest one in my family
3.a very good listener but i cant solve my own probs
4.love window shopping and shopping
5.addicted to music a lot
6.im a very boring person
7.a newly heartbroken
8.im so crazy on mini cooper
9.love my frens a lot
10.danish adam is my little boyfren
11.i love ice blended
12.miss my home badly
13.currently in uia pj
14.i wanna buy dlsr
15.im happy when im really happy


p/s: ini hanyalah semate2 dsbbkn pngaruh cik iman
agk merapu jgk la yeaa..hahaha
so iman.,this is for u!!
owh yea..iman, i never put my own pic in here..
so this is enough is it?

the thing that i hate most

perlu ke kecoh2 psal hal ak?
i dont know what's wrong wit them
tp perlu ke dy jd busy body mcm tu
this is my life
dgn spe ak nk kwn
dgn spe ak xnk kwn
is that really bother them?
ak xkcw sket pon dy
ak xpduli pon psal dy..
hey u!! enough ok..
ak xtau la klau ko mmg jnis yg amek tau psal org
n then sbuk2 crita kt org laen
EXCUSE ME!!
crite idup ak bkn utk dijual sne cni.,.
ko ad hak ke nk ckp2 psal ak...u're not even my fren
ak dh lyn baek..ko bwat mcm ni
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
d***!! i really hate u.....

stok makanan


smlm pegi jaya one ngn dyah( my roomate)
shopping utk stok mkanan
hahaha
bab mkanan mmg cpt2 la kne beli
lg2 minggu ni xkuar mne2 pon sbb xde org
i mean mber2 yg laen mostly blik
so mmg xshock la kluar
even ad PC FAIR kt KLCC...
aiyooo...mmg nk sgt2 pegi...huhu
terkilan lar..(gye mcm thun ni je ad pc fair)
hahaha...
anyway these are the things that we bought
xde la byk sgt pon..lalalalala

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Friday, August 6, 2010

i need a smile

smile nuha...smile....:p
should i??

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

i'm not fragile

cry on!!

i cry on aina'shoulder
thanx my dear..to nisa also for being there
knp tbe2 nangis?
Ak sndri pon xtau..
I feel so stupid 4 cry about nothing
yeah..its nothing..let what hav done today become history..
Anyway..i feel slightly happy bcoz ad smeone sembg ngn ak..sket je..tp still, sket tu bleh wat ak lpe kjap ap yg ak rse..thanx;p

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

change bcoz of love

hypocrite in love??
why??
change for love??
why??
.....
dunno why suddenly i wrote this..
i really dunno...


jgn slh fhm..
im not in love yet..haha

Monday, July 26, 2010

happy birthday mdm miza!!

happy bithday to my dearest mdm miza.. Yg ke brp erk..oopss..hihi anyway ure da best mdm..sempoi..may allah bless u always..we luv u mdm!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

shopaholic

dear en ahmad suzaime
sesungguhnye ank anda ini sgt2 la gler shopping
beg dh beli 2
cardigan 1
tshirt bru beli td
mkn pon bleh thn
asyik mkn best2 jew
hahaha
td pegi midvalley
pegi ngn aina n lee
guys?
dato',sebu,ismat,shakir,yus,aliff,hadi
haha
rmai bodyguard..
lalalala
but overall
mmg best gler kluar ngn dorg sume
walaupun beli satu bnd jew
tp td pon dh mbuk tgk bju cntik2
plus nk cri sneakers yg cntik2 wat rye..
haha
pose pon blum lg...
tp xpe..
papa ckp nk beli ap2 beli jew..
yea bunyi mcm best
tp gne duet sndri la yea
harap mklum
mentg2 elaun dh dpt..
huhuhu
tp syg la nk gne duet tuh
haha
duet papa xpe..
ish3
truk x sye?
lalalalala

p/s:
papa..klau elaun abes nnt cmne??

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

smile!!

im happy wit them..

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

odio questo

i hate when things get complicated
~really hate this~
......................................

i need to overcome this
solution??
how??....

what da heck??

goshh!!!
how i hate people yg bfikiran KOLOT!!!
blagak mcm bgus jew
tp pdhal dorg bfikir terlalu lah SEMPIT!!
wehhh
kasi open sket otak tuh!!

Monday, July 12, 2010

a big whoa!!

haha
thanks for da last night game..
best kot..
xsia2 ak berjge mlm sbb nk tgk spain
n xsgke lee, classmte ak yg duk kt kc (khatijah college)
sanggup dtg zc(zainab college) juz bcoz nk tgk bola
haha sbb kc xleh nk tgk..

n bahana nyea..
pg esk ak bgn kul 8.15...
nsib la roomte ak gerak time tuh
kelam kbut ak bgn trus pegi mndi
cuak kot
kelas kul 9
bju xgosok lg..brg2 xsiap lg..
hahaha

end up ak jgak 1st girl smpai dlu...cehss
tp mmg berat gler la mte ak pg tuh
nsib la kelas bi btal ptg tuh
mmg ak blik qada tdo ler...
hahaha

pen off~

Thursday, July 8, 2010

no title

here comes my cholocate giver
i dont know what should i do with you
im happy to be your fren
hope u dont misunderstand
da story of us
are da best memory
im glad to know you
hope you understand

p/s: wish u can read

^_^

"i hate hipocrite"

pejam celik

ak n iman mmg dh plan siap2
pg yg german n spain lwn 2 cnfrm nk tgk
xkesah la esk 2 kelas kul 8 straight smpai kul 1
hahaha
so kul 2.30 pg td ak n iman duk la dpn tv
duk dpn skali 2 smangt pnye psl
haha
nk jd cter
game dorg agk slow
last2 ak n iman tsengguk2 la dpn tv 2
haha
lwk la..
so we decided nk blik tdo je la pas abes 1st half game
huhuhu
wat pnt je than mte smpai kul 3 lbih
spain menang 1-0 jew...

n kelas english pg td 3 jam
so cnfirm2 la ak dh terkebil2 je
ngantuk gler
huhu
pdan la muke
bjage la sgt sbb bola
klau nk wat qiamulai ke
study ke
xpe jgk..
haihh...
well changes take times
im trying to change
i do want to change
insy~

Sunday, July 4, 2010

this post is for nurul iman abdul rahim

iman,

rugi tuh blik pg esk
dyah bwk blik lauk knduri byk
smpai xabes,..
last2 kami bg kt kak timah n her roomtes..
hahahhahaha
RUGI AWK CIK IMAN!!!

worried

it was a glad 4 me
i never thought that there will be
a person who was so worried about me
really appreciate that
thank you for being worried dear
n for that i give u a big hug
i wish u can read this
im also wanna say sorry
before this i had a bad expressions on u
n i guess i had done few things that might hurt u
im so sorry
it took times to realize that
n i will try my best for not hurting u again
n also i hope
that both of us can get along better....:p

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

happy birthday gurl!!

this cake is for zima
hihi
happy birthday k..
sori la kteorg dpt tau sal ni pon last mnute
i2 pon tuan bdn sndri yg sbut
so anyway
kteorg xdpt nk call soh deliver cake
so we call domino's
hihi
xpekn zima...
xde la nk tiup2 lilin
sbb xtau nk sumbt kt mne..
hahaha

anyway...
happy birthday dear..
may Allah will always bless u..
wish u da best..

n xlpe jgk dkat amir
not sure ur full name
yela..kte sume bru knal
happy belated day

end~

p/s: kelas pkul 4 sgt2 memenatkn


Sunday, June 27, 2010

i guess i'm lonely..

haha
da title seem so depressed huh
am i??
haha

i did try so hard
but still
i can't do it
im asking for help
but there's no one there for me

that time i do realize
that im lonely
uhh
i hate that word

what a pathetic girl i am
i guess im not happy
but
i pretend to be happy
bcoz
if not people would think that im a weak

my soul is empty
im a lifeless
im a heartless

im not da perfect one
im not da pleasant one
im not da clever one

then who am i???


Saturday, June 26, 2010

jalan2



best ar
setelah brp lme trperap lam cfs uia nih
mcm dh jd ktak bwh tpurung
sbb mmg mls gler nk kuar
slalu pegi kelas, cafe n library
laen dri tuh of cos blik yg tsyg
hahaha
so today
ajk dayah (my roomate) kluar
dkat dpn tu jew
sbb nk cri brg2 sket
so lpas zohor td
lunch kt cafe
pegi cucuk duet sket hihi
n then menuju ke jaya one
haha
so agk jimat
xmnggunakn tmbg pngangkutan
just merisikokn nyawa shj
haha
jln BESAR n kereta pon BANYAK ok
kecut prut nk mlintas
but overall best
bru la nmpk dunia kott
haha
n byk la jgk mbeli nyea
hhihihihi
well..
lpas ni kne bjimat la yea..
huhu

p/s:
i miss my soul sisters

Sunday, June 20, 2010

dear Ahmad Suzaime b Abd Aziz

happy belated day papa!!
n also
happy father's day!!
my roomate said that
'everyday is father's day n mother's day too'
n I AM SO AGREE....
hihi

to my dad ahmad suzaime
n to my mom teti rozi
u guys are da best
u gave everything to us
n here am i
wishing u guys again
happy parents day
hihi

miss u guys damn much
take care ok
n dont ever forget
ur daughter here is always LOVE u
forever...:p

Friday, June 18, 2010

miss someone

most my friends go home every week
yelar..umah dorg dkat2 jew..
haha
awk??
sy xbleh blik..
hihi
papa kte xyah blik lar..
nnt pnat ahd nk blik plak
duk je sne
study
huhu
ok2 xpe
lgpon xde la homesick gler..
haha
sy xhomesick ok!! btol..

so anyway..
i miss my family
i miss my soulmates
i miss my chocolate giver..(ske aty je gne word 2)
well..
jrang dh nk bmsg2 skrg ni..
hiihihihi
p/s: knp mlm ni jiwang gler??
haha..sje je buang tabiat

Saturday, June 12, 2010

new life

bkarat kot blog
haha
lme nyea xupdte..
di cni sy mmohon maap sbb dh lme xde entry bru
ecehh2
cntik mke
ap ingt ad ke org nk bce blog kau ni
ok2
enough nonsense

so skrg im in pj
centre of foundation iium
taking engineerng..insy
duk kt zc (stand for zainzab college)
room ****.....haha bhye2
n this week dh start class
so 1st sem ni ad 3 subjct
xtermsuk FIM lg..(fundamental of islamic)

class physic 1: mr. muzamir
group number 52

class math 1: madam kartini
group number 52

class english: madam miza
group number 60

overall mmg best kelas2 dorg
tp kne blaja awl2 dlu
klau x rse ktinggalan nnt

and my classmates..
fatin,nisa,maisarah,marina,ftin nabila..
gler gempaq best...
hhaha
coolio la dorg..

that's all
end~


Thursday, June 3, 2010

a big spender

what a heck!!
now i do realize
that i AM A BIG SPENDER!!
hahaha
duk kt cfs iium ni
byknyea blnje
bkn ade ape pon
xde pon shopping pape
tp..
ntah lar
awl2 ni kot..
lpas ni dh stabil dh blik
insy...
so moral of da story is
kene bjimat cermat okeh!!
hahaha


Saturday, May 29, 2010

cfs iium..

im miss '.........'
now in pj
course engin
zainab college
hee

awk dh besaq la!!

haha
mcm xsangke
kjap je mse berlalu
tup..tup..
its time to leave da house
haha
sedih bgai nk gilak
but then..
kte mest kne accept
whether u ready or not
awk dh besar!!
kne kuar dri bwh 'ketiak' mama jgak..
hihihi
so now..
im in my new life
this new life depends to my future
pen off~

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

its time


spread my wings...;p

one more day to go..


alhamdullilah
akhirnye smpai jgk seru sye...
bsyukur sgt2 ke hadrat ilahi
atas nikmat n peluang yg dberi
eh2..chopp3...
dont misunderstand okeh...
ini bkn soal nikah kwen ke ap...
dan xde kne mngena dgn yg idup n mati
hak3...
so berbalik pd title entry nih
im leaving da house
n my family
to face da reality
"its time my sweet little angel"
bak kte err..dri sndri..haha
its time to plan da future
'pursue' my study
eceh2...tjumpe word bru tuh
new world new word
huhh~
anyway
so long n farewell to all my fwens
tp xbermkne kne lost cntct btol2
haha
so dear myself,
gudluck to you
be careful to da world
n study hard k
make your family proud wit u
n smile always....;D


Thursday, May 6, 2010

my girlfriends

dear my soul sisters...
im going to miss damn much
i already miss u guys..
...;p
da most enjoyable time is spending hours wit u guys
chat,on phone,hang out...
when im happy u're da 1st one im going to tell u da news
u're my shoulders when i cried
u're my listener to all of my problems
i share my happiness n sadness wit u
thank you!!
for being my good friends
n thank you for not hate me..:D
im sorry girls if i did smething that hurting u
i hope n i want to always be ur sister
wherever u are
u can always count on me
u can share wit me in any time
luv u so much dear...

Friday, April 30, 2010

my brother's collection





















p/s:
these pictures are juz for fun..
i'm not a professional photographer


Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Friday, April 16, 2010

typical people

entry ni khas utk '..............'
knp utk dorg?
sbb dorg xnk fkir open
they are so typical "......."
lgsung xopen minded
what da heck??!!
they never understand da meaning of
friendship
mates
pal
huhh
get a life!!
we used to be a gud buddy
they used to be gud listeners
but now
get lost la wehh
i dont care
so now tbukti la
bdk2 k****** mcm dorg ni mmg so so typikal
especially da g****
bullshit
be open minded la wehh
kasi cermin dri 2
tgk kiri knan arr...
p/s:
entry ni xde kne ngena
ngn my family n my bestfrens
fin~

matrix

"Tahniah! Anda telah ditawarkan ke Program Matrikulasi,
Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia.
Nama: .........
No Kad Pengenalan: 921116085322
Program Pengajian : PROGRAM SATU TAHUN
Kursus: M001-SAINS
Nama kolej:13-KOLEJ MATRIKULASI P.PINANG (KMPP)

Tarikh Mendaftar:10 MEI 2010"

no kmen~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

lega..

okeh
beres...
interview dh lps smlm..
i did da best
alhamd...
lpas nie..
terserah pd Dia..
ad rezeki
ad la tu..
pen off..;p

Friday, April 9, 2010

preparing

huhh...
i'm scared
butterfly in my stomach
;p

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

juz smile

i give this big smile to
my besties
~nazihan athirah
~najibah yahya
n my ear(private counselor)
~lee soon guan
heehh

Thursday, April 1, 2010

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ on Facebook

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ on Facebook
"Dear u, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:
You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...
You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.
You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you’re a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.
You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect.
You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.:
You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!:

okehh..
dont ask why i did this
i wanna 2 know myself better
hahh...
most of it
it sounds so me...

Saturday, March 27, 2010

i miss them badly..

sakan la dorg pegi holiday
dah la ak xde krdt ni
wahhhh
rindu gler kt best mates ak
huhuhu
gurls
cpt la blik
leh chat lg
rndu gler ni
boring ak tnpa anda disisi
haha...
p/s:
ibah n zie..
luv u guys so much!!

Friday, March 26, 2010

...^__^...

take care urself...;p

Monday, March 22, 2010

tell me why??

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..

You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what i'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..

Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why, tell me why

I take a step back, let you go
I told you i'm not bulletproof
Now you know

-taylor swift-

im sick of it

im not a heartless
huhh
its so hard
knp jd mcm ni
knp mesti mcm ni
arrghh
thank you so much 'chocolate'..
thank you so much..
no heart feeling
no hurt feeling
p/s
its done
im done
may ALLAH bless u

Sunday, March 21, 2010

its been awhile

lme dh xmenaip kt sni
it is been awhile huh
why??
quite bz
yela 2....bz sgt la weyhh
honest answer
ak xtau nk tulis ap
lately
its quite hard 4 me
about what??
everything
my outer n inner
ahakks

Friday, March 5, 2010

i hate this feeling

why do i hav 2 feel like this..
ak benci la
ak xnk rse mcm ni
ak xske feeling ni
tolong lar..
stop it..
plizz...
i begging....
plizzzz
p/s:
i need a shoulder 2 cry..

Saturday, February 27, 2010

love is in da air

~saya sayang papa n mama saya~

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

compare!!

i hate when they compare that 'cookie' n 'chocolate'
do they hav to compare them like that
i know that 'cookie' is so damn perfect
like they said..as if i agree with that but maybe half of it lar..huhh
but still they shouldn't said that to 'chocolate'
i know 'chocolate' not so sporting as 'cookie'
but pliz dont hate 'chocolate' for that

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

i'm lost

hanyut....
totally lost..
sbb ap erk??
aku sndri xtahu..
confuse arr...
blurr...
ko dh gler erk??
hope so..keep hear my voice talking
sah dh psycho....
huhh
ibah n zie soh lpak ngn kwn2..
mcm soh ak get a life jerk..
haha..
tapi
ak xde mood nk bmesra alam skrg ni
for now..
let juz be like that..
will that be ok....??

Saturday, February 20, 2010

dilemma!!

few days back really makes me so confuse
i dont want to hurt anyone
i cant tell that person about what happen
xleh ke xsmpai aty nihh??
both i guess
hurmm...
i've made my decision
from now on
no mushy2 feelings
focus on da main things
not now
ps:
thanx cikdin!!
a very gud advice