Sunday, July 27, 2014

Ramadan 29th

Today is the last ramadan for this year.
29th Ramadan 1435
After we had our last sahur together,
Papa imam us for subuh.
When we're done, and waiting to salam with papa
That moment was the time I realized that papa was crying
This is the second time I've seen papa's crying
The first time was when my sister got really sick
Papa never even cried when his dad passed away 
So when I saw him crying because of the last ramadan,
Ya hurt my feelings
And I know that the only thing that I can do is praying for him

Dear Allah the Almighty,
       May You blessed my parents and my family. 
       May them always be healthy
       May them live longer 
       And may this is not the last ramadhan for them


Sunday, March 2, 2014

Deep thought

Its 2014 and I am 22 years old.
Well, not official 22 yet but it still counts
And also right now, I'm in my 3rd year degree.
Throughout this three year in uia, I learnt lot of things
Not just from my studies, but also from my own life
I have seen most of my friends's life changes
And mostly it was a good change
And I am happy for them

How about my own life so far?
Well., my life did change
Not a major change but it still consider as a good change
Sometimes I feel good bout it
But there's the time I think I miss the old times
I miss to have a person to share it with
All those ups and downs
All the swing moods and happy moods
All the bad news and good news
All the late night calls and nonstop texts
The listener to all my stories or my whines
I just miss to have someone that actually care and worry bout me
But hey, don't get this wrong
I still have my incredible parents, family and my awesome friends
And they are always be with me
And I do love them so much
I just hope things will turn out quite different