Friday, December 30, 2011

new book

another great stories is going to happen in a new book
my momma is doing her phd rite now
and papa also decide to pursue his study in master
well for me, i'm going to start my degree this 31st jan 2012
and if this true
the whole family are busying with their studies huh

in my side
i guess this is a big challenge to me
if my parents can do it
if they can score in their studies
i definitely can do it too rite

well 2012 is coming
so i want to change few things
change to be a great muslimah with awesome jihad
change to be a great daughter with awesome attitude
change to be a great student with awesome result
change to be a great friend to my awesome and beloved friends

as this coming year
i wanna enjoy my time in uia
having a great time with my friends

and for 2012
i don't want to have any heartbreaking or any serious emmm
i just wanna have fun time being a 20 years old teenage girl


Thursday, December 15, 2011

great news

dapat jugak tengok offer letter hari ni
uia saje je nak bagi suspen
kluar lambat2 cmtu..

and yeah I got my 1st choice
manufacturing engineering

and mahallah asiah
that part agak sedih
aku sorang je tercampak kat sane
sedih btol
haihh anyway mahallah tu mahallah baru
boleh la terima

btw I'm going to terengganu tomorrow
eksaited okeh
balik kampung

Sunday, December 11, 2011

memory lane

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haa tadi duk sibuk2 main game baking life
tibe2 ade org tegur kt fb
die ni kire boleh la dkre sedara
klau cerita hal sebenar mau tak habes
dh lama aku tak jumpe die
lepas pindah dri perak dulu mmg xjumpe2 dh

bila ingat2 balik
naik segan aku
dulu masa kecik2 slalu main dgn dia n abg dia
hehh aku sorang je pompuan
mane ade mber lain kan
haa mase tuh aku ikut je dorang
hehh ntah ape kiteorang main pon aku dah lupe

tbe2 die tnye dh kawin ke blum
amik kau

Tuesday, December 6, 2011


hah tengah duk sedap2 blog walking ni
terjumpe la satu blog
ala comel2 'abg' ni haha
sejuk je hati bace entry kamal effendi nih

haa mcm ni la bru nak bwat bakal suami

gediks entry kali nih

Monday, December 5, 2011

these days I hurt myself a lot

be strong fatin nur haiyam

Sunday, November 27, 2011

new hijrah

change is not easy
and the effort to change needs a courage
for that I also need to change
so I decided
untuk hijrah kpd sesuatu yang baru

for this new chapter
I will try my best to improve my iman
get close to Him
kurangkan lagha dalam hidup :)
lepaskan perkara yang belum pasti
kejar pada kemampuan diri sendiri
I wanna improve my studies
nak target tinggi untuk cgpa nanti

I know its hard to fulfill them but I know its not impossible

salam hijrah people

"Baby" ... on RECORDER?!?!

he is so talented
and of course so cute!!!

check this out peeps

Friday, November 25, 2011


hah alhamdullilah everything was done
dah sunat dah pon
terbaik la danish..
im proud wit u

anyway happy birthday to my bestfren nazihan athirah
luv u larh
seronok yee celebrate dgn boifren
untung la sob3

Thursday, November 17, 2011

make a wish

time flies faster than I thought
one day I woke up, I was so excited of my newborn brother
and that was seven years ago

one day I woke up,I was hanging out with my friends at SMAKH
and that was four years ago

one day I woke up, I was so nervous because of SPM exam
and that was two years ago

and today I woke up
I am nineteen

a lot of emotion happened
and because of that
tears can burst out

for all the wishes and doa
thank you so much
may ur life be blast

I may look like in secondary school
and yeah I can wear my 7 year old brother's slipper
my 14 year old sister might look more mature than me
but baby
I am so mature than the way I look (I guess so)

I have being alive for 19 years
I wish the best for my life and my family
I wish I never hurt anyone's feeling

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Cody Simpson - Not Just You [Official Video]

OMG he is so cute haha
and i love this song

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

she just a girl #1

She's very close to her family. Most of every things she she share with her mommy and daddy. It took nearly 7 years she being alone with her parents, no wonder sometimes she kind the spoiled. To her, the greatest things that she ever have is her parents and her family. Whatever it is family comes first. She will do anything just wanna see her family happy.

She have been growing up perfectly. Well not like everything was perfect. But somehow we can say she is in very good condition. She was a good student with a good result. (but heyy, its not like all of her result was flying colours)
And she is in good health and being a nobody. Common peeps..this is not the story of beatiful, famous and hot girl ever. It just a about nobody. She just ordinary, normal and petite girl.This is just about her life, on how she's growing up.


Saturday, October 29, 2011


Tak semua kau rancang kan berlaku

Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku

Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta

Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Friday, October 28, 2011

senyum lebar2 saya tak sabar

terengganu vs n.sembilan
haahh smangat
ary ni cpat2 siapkn keje sume
smangat nk tgk piala msia esk hihi
ermm ary isnin klau xde aral nk keluar pegi date !! hahaha

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poor mama = poor me??

ok its been almost a month
I'm in my semester break
and since that I had never going out with my friends
and yet I didn't tell them that I am actually in Kedah right now
i don't know how to explain
but spending time at home is amazing

mom is busying with her phd
she spend most of the time in front of her laptop
and she decide to stop marking the pmr and spm exam paper
she needs to focus on her study
but last night she got a call from a friend
telling her that she have made a promise to mark the pmr paper
she was like a mess
she tried to ask few of her friends to replace her but none of them want it
so this morning mom had gone to the pmr meeting
poor her

and poor me too
big sigh
all this time
im being the temporary housewife
mom is getting more busy than before
and some goes to me

well i never expect that being a housewife
is very exhausted you know
i need to wake early morning everyday
prepare the breakfast
wash the clothes ( owh well of course i use the washine machine)
but i need to hang them
and then fold them
after that i need to clean tidy up the house
and then prepare for lunch
and of course wash the dishes
and then make sure danish take his shower after school
and also he will get very hungry
than i need to make sure the dinner is ready
after dinner i need to make sure the kitchen is tidy up
than i need to iron danish's clothes
and that's it
my day is end just like that

by the end of the day
i get so exhausted
big sigh
so it was wrong for you guys to think
that spend time at home is boring

in the future i want a robot to help me for my own house

Monday, October 24, 2011

believe it..this is me

below are my late grandfathers..:)

sometimes we need to see the past to imagine the future..haha

Sunday, October 23, 2011

"A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point or another, they will fall in love for each other. Maybe temporarily. Maybe at the wrong time. Maybe too late. Or maybe forever. Or maybe you are not the one. And I think the answer is the last one." Syafiq Adli CK. Kasanova MIAT.

big sigh

Friday, October 21, 2011

i lost a great person

10 pm last night
arwah left me on friday night

'Orang yang meninggal dunia pada hari Jumaat akan terlepas soal jawab kubur hingga hari Kiamat.'

untung arwah
semoga dia ditempatkan di tempat2 org yg beriman
she is the best person i ever known


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

everytime i hear this song
i'll smile
the song reminds me about my life
what a pathetic i am huh

Saturday, September 10, 2011

the moment that i really need someone
the moment that i couldn't hold my tears anymore
turns out no one is there for me
im in pain
grow up fatin nur haiyam
dont cry like an idiot

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

no matter how hurt it takes..
i still come back to you..


Friday, August 19, 2011

How do you expect kids to listen to their parents when
Tarzan lives half naked, Cinderella comes home at midnight, Pinocchio lies all the time, Aladdin is the king of thieves, Batman drives at 200 mph, Sleeping Beauty is lazy, and Snow White lives with 7 guys. We shouldn't be surprised when kids misbehave, they get it from their story books.
How do you expect kids to listen to their parents when
Tarzan lives half naked, Cinderella comes home at midnight, Pinocchio lies all the time, Aladdin is the king of thieves, Batman drives at 200 mph, Sleeping Beauty is lazy, and Snow White lives with 7 guys. We shouldn't be surprised when kids misbehave, they get it from their story books.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Keep smiling, because life is beautiful and there is so much to smile about. The sun’s going to shine, and the rain’s going to fall, and in the end you might get burnt or wet, but hey, that’s life. So dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun, and at the end of the day, smile. Everything’s going to be all right

Saturday, August 6, 2011

dear you

its been almost 2 years since i know you
and even how many mistakes i did
you still can accept me
you know me well
and im glad you're here with me

so now dear,
Close your eyes make a wish and hope for all good things to come to you.
and I may not be physically present to stand by you while you cut your cake, but you’ll be in my thoughts today and always.

happy sweet 19 muhammad 'adil
<3 you

Friday, July 15, 2011

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

bile dah sibuk berchenta
perlu ke makwe smpai control pakwe dy macam suami sndri
sampaikan whether pakwe tu tuck in baju ke takk pon kne bising2
hurmm si pakwe pon satu jgn la nerd sgt
si makwe pon satu jgn control sgt
org sekeliling dgr pon naek rimas
inikan pulak si tapi xtau la kan
love is blind
makwe suruh la bwat pape..kau telan je suma..sebab sayang
si makwe pulak
perlu ke heboh bile dpt pakwe kaya and ada kereta sendri
bangga abes la bile pakwe bgtau pin no akaun dia..hehh
bajet sumua benda sharing la kan...tapi jgn smpai ad nada riak
bila dah seronok berchenta
mula la nak bercerita relationship dia kat semua orang
you talked about how sweet he is and how romantic he is...blablablabla
bila dah excited mcm tu skali..
perli la cerita kat mber2 kan
smpai setiap kali jumpa..xde cerita laen dia bukak
balik2 pasal so called boyfriend tersayang
bukan ape..kdg2 naek muak la dgr

p/s: this entry have nothing to do with my personal

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Monday, June 27, 2011

jauh di mata dekat di hati

nanti kte beroovoo dgn nazihan sekali yea..:P

there was a story behind it

big grin:)

Friday, June 24, 2011

even though its hard for me to admit it
but actually I do love her..

10 things about him

1. he is super AWESOME

2. even some people think he's kind of person who have "muka garang"..but believe me..he's fact he is very "kelakar" teehee

3.of course he is very loving and caring father,..betol..he took care of me n my siblings very well

4. he is da best guardian..hihi

5.very helpful...sometimes bile dah pegang title husband/father in a house, orang akan ingat kerja dorang cari rezeki and didik anak2...well my dad have an EXTRA job which I really proud of..sometimes he can help us in washing the daa..skrg dh ad washing machine ok...even danish pon boleh dad siap boleh tolong jemurkan lagi tau..hahh

6. da best part is..papa suke pegi 'pasar basah'..ala pasar yg jual ikan2 n sayur2 plus busuk tuh..haa slalu papa akn pg beli brg2 dapur kt sane n bawak balik..then bru mama yg masak..haa THAT is why I love him so much..orang lelaki laen ade ke sanggup nak pegi pasar beli brg2 masak mcm tu sorang..haa even aku n mama sendri pon xpenah pegi..xtergamak nak pegi dowhh..hihi so that's why nnt kalau nak kawen..nak cri suami yg boleh pegi pasar sy boleh goyang2 kaki dpn tv kt umah smbil tunggu hubby bwak ikan n sayur utk dimasak...:P

7. he is a good IMAM..imam means pemimpin..papa imam yg terbaik..dia dah didik anak2 dia dgn baek..n bukan salah dia la kalau kdg2 ank dy tpkse bwat jahat kan..err

8. he is da best DRIVER I have...and I want my driver to be just like him..teehee

9.he is also da coolest SPONSOR I ever have..well stakat ni..papa je la sponsor tbesar saya...dari kecik smpai la ke muda ni haa..lalalala

10. and father is very open minded and a good buddy

so my father can be a good daddy, the best leader, amazing driver, awesome sponsor,etc
conclusion= MY DAD IS SUPERB


woot woot
baru2 ini saya telah menghadapi satu masalah iaitu
saya tidak dapat mengupload gambar di blog saya
cehhss tersangat kurang ajar yea blogspot
ni yang nak touching ni
stelah beberapa kali mencuba untuk menyelesaikan masalah saya
akhirnya berjaya
well *big grin
saya terpaksa mengdownload mozilla hanya untuk mengupdate blog..*sigh
huhh sayang saya pada google chrome sudah berkurangan..xnak kawan
untuk itu saya selitkan sekeping gambar saya yang poyo

p/s: saya kan skema!!
I can't upload my picture in my blog
its been awhile since i last posted my latest entry
perghh bajet la kan

Saturday, June 11, 2011

these happens when

we get to close to a person
we get to attach to a person
until everywhere I'll go I have to inform
until everything I need to share

Monday, June 6, 2011

I'm going back to uia tomorrow
new sem peeps
its final sem
wish me gudluck
im gonna miss my home
im gonna miss my family

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

things had gone too far

I forgot my own rule
and again
what I did was a mistake
I have been too overwhelmed with my life
things had gone too far

I forgot who really I am
I dare to do something that is wrong
and because of that
my dad scold me
he said
"berani sgt buwat mcm tuh...malu kat orang laen..sume org tgk.."
ya Allah
if I could change things
I want to change what I have done right away
what I did was a big mistake
I hurts when seeing papa said all those things
but I can't accept if he hurts because of what I did

what matters more is my family
what ever it this
my parents come first
the one and only things that I want
is just to make them happy

I will die for anything just to make them smile

p/s: be prepare for any consequences..

Saturday, May 21, 2011

telanjang = terajang

sedang aku leka membersihkan ikan di dapur untuk persiapan lauk tengah hari
tiba2 Danish menghampiriku

DA: kaklong..nnt kaklong nak kawen tak?
me: ermm...nak larh
DA: dengan sape?
me: tak tau la lagi
DA: ermm nanti kaklong nk anak tak?
me: erkk...??
DA: kalau kaklong ada anak nanti...danish telanjang dia nnt
me: haaa... telanjang?? ehh sian la dia nanti..takkan tak bagi dia pakai baju
DA: ermm bukan tak pakai baju..danish telanjang dia..sepak dia jauh2
me: larh..terajang ker...
DA: yelarh..

'telanjang' and 'terajang'
bunyi nak dekat2 same erk
adehh danish2
bwat penat je ajar...macam tu jugak haa

now I'm thinking
should I get pregnant??
well pity them
later they're going to be 'telanjang' all around


Thursday, May 12, 2011

sumpah sakit hati
im stressed out
waktu tido dh tunggang langgang
tido pkul 6.30 ap cite
dh bwat hal mcm ni plak kn
final on saturday morning
i need to score it
rse xnk makan
sbb nk tmuntah tgk mknn kt uia
im freaking out
i wish i could be dissapear
hehh ignore this crappy nonsense entry
im off all my cntct

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

One in a million (cover) - NajwaLatif

suke dgn lgu neh..
lirik dy pon best..

Monday, May 9, 2011

to najibah yahya

may Allah bless you always
and I LOVE YOU so much ibah!!
big hug to you..:)

bukan nk complain

ya Allah panas nyea cuaca sekarang
sumpah rase mcm nk naked je dlm bilik
im HOT okeh!!

saya salute

a guy who never skip his main responsible

a guy who never cheat in his life

a guy who can stand away from smoking

and i wish my future hubby will be like that

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Fas Furious Five - Official Trailer [HD]

i want to watch this...
ok byk cite nk kene tgk neh
iman!! kumpul duet siap2..nk release tension nnt kte pegi tgk wayang..konon la kan..hahaha

i did mention that im gonna upload a few pictures
so these are the pictures back in terengganu la brg2 yg kiteorg nk buang ary tuh,..byk x 'robok' kteorg angkt..aku,papa n ezzah yg angkt tau x...adehh berat gler..sian papa xde ank lelaki yg dh tpkse la dy dera ank2 dara dy..-__________-
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aku jumpa bnd alah neh..haha tp aku xbuang ok..syg kot bnd neh..priceless btol
aku merayu2 mintak ngn papa mase kecik2 dulu...asal2 nk monopoly..dh time tu xde plak kt kedai tuh..haha saidina pon jadik la..:) aku simpan lg bnd neh..danish mintk bukan maen..aku xnak bg..haha nk simpan bg kt ank2..tettt:p

things that we had thrown away

and last but not least..papa gave this to me..
hahaha ce teka ce teka sape neh??
(sambil senyum lebar)
gile laen doeww