Saturday, October 30, 2010


Sometimes I really dunno how to spill it
for me, there are something that we can share with people and there are something we might need to keep it in ourselves..
I'm not feeling very well..
not that I am sick..but I do feel kind of weird
and I hate it
I really am
but I dunno how to stop it

Sometimes I think I can't hold it anymore
I wanna to burst it out but I dunno for what
and sometimes I just wanna scream out loud for no reason
I proud to myself because I can pretend I'm okay to everyone around me
and I can smile and laugh with them
but the truth is, I'm actually not okay
and here I am
struggling with myself
so that people around me think I'm strong enough
I'm cool enough..I'm happy enough..
but deep down there
I'm kind of lost..lonely..and depressed

to those that might be knowing me..
forgive me..for hurting you all
<a big smile for all of you>


we're born alone
we live alone
we die alone

only through our
can we create the illusion
for the moment that
we're not alone

Friday, October 15, 2010

it's my first them all

people!! meet my little sis


td ade org tnye..
still kapel ngn **** lg ke?
so..ape nk jwb ni..
hurm..tiada dlm skema jwpn..
lalala -_-

Saturday, October 9, 2010

i had fun

last evening we went to see ibah
soon after we arrived there we went out
to find some food of course..haha
and then after evening with ibah
we went back to matrik changlun to sent ibah back
and so we had our maghrib prayer at there too
while at there, I try to contact wahida(my schoolmate)
unexpected, I got to meet wahida and fariss
I'm, so glad to meet all of them
being honest, I miss my school life
and my friends
and of course my soulsisters..
love u all guys muah3

Sunday, October 3, 2010


is my blog seems gloomy??
and is that bothering all of you?

semester break..

people will say its HEAVEN!! well as me
but now after a week of it
i couldn't agree with that anymore
agak bosan yea duduk di rumah nih...
im back to zombie again..