Sunday, July 27, 2014

Ramadan 29th

Today is the last ramadan for this year.
29th Ramadan 1435
After we had our last sahur together,
Papa imam us for subuh.
When we're done, and waiting to salam with papa
That moment was the time I realized that papa was crying
This is the second time I've seen papa's crying
The first time was when my sister got really sick
Papa never even cried when his dad passed away 
So when I saw him crying because of the last ramadan,
Ya hurt my feelings
And I know that the only thing that I can do is praying for him

Dear Allah the Almighty,
       May You blessed my parents and my family. 
       May them always be healthy
       May them live longer 
       And may this is not the last ramadhan for them


Sunday, March 2, 2014

Deep thought

Its 2014 and I am 22 years old.
Well, not official 22 yet but it still counts
And also right now, I'm in my 3rd year degree.
Throughout this three year in uia, I learnt lot of things
Not just from my studies, but also from my own life
I have seen most of my friends's life changes
And mostly it was a good change
And I am happy for them

How about my own life so far?
Well., my life did change
Not a major change but it still consider as a good change
Sometimes I feel good bout it
But there's the time I think I miss the old times
I miss to have a person to share it with
All those ups and downs
All the swing moods and happy moods
All the bad news and good news
All the late night calls and nonstop texts
The listener to all my stories or my whines
I just miss to have someone that actually care and worry bout me
But hey, don't get this wrong
I still have my incredible parents, family and my awesome friends
And they are always be with me
And I do love them so much
I just hope things will turn out quite different

Sunday, September 15, 2013


how time flies

2013 nearly end
and 21 just a number baby

I hate changes
I really do
but changing for good?
worth to try
for my own sake

believe me its hard
and its harder to maintain it

Saturday, December 22, 2012

I am a miss 20 years old


its been waayyyyyyy to long since I post an entry. At some point, I was thinking of shutting down this blog. haha..nobody even cares. But than I remembered one of the reasons why I made this blog, I need to keep remind my self who I was and who I became. how lame and nerdy I am, how clueless I was in a few ways. Turns out I still am. haha

well, there's been a lot going on. I'm in my second same in my degree. Still struggling in this life and preparing for my final exam. My friend is getting married, which I still cannot believe that. I turned 20 last month and my heart is broken, which I trying to hold that.

Twenty years of my life. And what have I achieved?
                                    - I have the best parents and family
                                    -and I have a lots of friends who always with me
 and I would never trade that for anything. I'm happy with my life. and I'm still trying figuring out who I want to be, achieving in my studies and also keep waiting for the best man! hahaha
and pictures tell all>>


Thursday, July 5, 2012

going to be 20

so nak highlight DATE release breaking dawn part 2.
attention to all my dearest friends .
aku berbesar hati sangat2 kalau ada yang nak blanja tengok.
its on MY birthday people!!
come on :D

Sunday, June 24, 2012


this is a video about my own generation.
check it out guys

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

kadang-kadang ade sesetengah orang yg memang tak reti bahasa kan. dont make you look like a desperate