things had gone too far

I forgot my own rule
and again
what I did was a mistake
I have been too overwhelmed with my life
things had gone too far


I forgot who really I am
I dare to do something that is wrong
and because of that
my dad scold me
he said
"berani sgt buwat mcm tuh...malu kat orang laen..sume org tgk.."
ya Allah
if I could change things
I want to change what I have done right away
what I did was a big mistake
I hurts when seeing papa said all those things
but I can't accept if he hurts because of what I did

what matters more is my family
what ever it this
my parents come first
the one and only things that I want
is just to make them happy

I will die for anything just to make them smile

p/s: be prepare for any consequences..

telanjang = terajang

sedang aku leka membersihkan ikan di dapur untuk persiapan lauk tengah hari
tiba2 Danish menghampiriku

DA: kaklong..nnt kaklong nak kawen tak?
me: ermm...nak larh
DA: dengan sape?
me: tak tau la lagi
DA: ermm nanti kaklong nk anak tak?
me: erkk...??
DA: kalau kaklong ada anak nanti...danish telanjang dia nnt
me: haaa... telanjang?? ehh sian la dia nanti..takkan tak bagi dia pakai baju
DA: ermm bukan tak pakai baju..danish telanjang dia..sepak dia jauh2
me: larh..terajang ker...
DA: yelarh..

haa..
'telanjang' and 'terajang'
bunyi nak dekat2 same erk
adehh danish2
bwat penat je ajar...macam tu jugak haa

now I'm thinking
should I get pregnant??
well pity them
later they're going to be 'telanjang' all around
erkkk
hahahahahahahahahahaha

nonsense!!

sumpah sakit hati
im stressed out
waktu tido dh tunggang langgang
tido pkul 6.30 ap cite
dh bwat hal mcm ni plak kn
haihh
final on saturday morning
i need to score it
rse xnk makan
sbb nk tmuntah tgk mknn kt uia
haha
im freaking out
tension
migrain
i wish i could be dissapear
hehh ignore this crappy nonsense entry
im off all my cntct
haa..
done~

One in a million (cover) - NajwaLatif

suke dgn lgu neh..
lirik dy pon best..

to najibah yahya

HAPPY BIRTHDAY dear..
may Allah bless you always
and I LOVE YOU so much ibah!!
big hug to you..:)

bukan nk complain

ya Allah panas nyea cuaca sekarang
huhu
sumpah rase mcm nk naked je dlm bilik
harharhar
adehh...
im HOT okeh!!
tettt
-_____________________-

saya salute

a guy who never skip his main responsible

a guy who never cheat in his life

a guy who can stand away from smoking



and i wish my future hubby will be like that
(-.^)V

Fas Furious Five - Official Trailer [HD]

i want to watch this...
ok byk cite nk kene tgk neh
iman!! kumpul duet siap2..nk release tension nnt kte pegi tgk wayang..konon la kan..hahaha

i did mention that im gonna upload a few pictures
so these are the pictures back in terengganu

haa..ni la brg2 yg kiteorg nk buang ary tuh,..byk x 'robok' kteorg angkt..aku,papa n ezzah yg angkt tau x...adehh berat gler..sian papa xde ank lelaki yg dh besar...so tpkse la dy dera ank2 dara dy..-__________-
 

aku jumpa bnd alah neh..haha tp aku xbuang ok..syg kot bnd neh..priceless btol
aku merayu2 mintak ngn papa mase kecik2 dulu...asal2 nk monopoly..dh time tu xde plak kt kedai tuh..haha saidina pon jadik la..:) aku simpan lg bnd neh..danish mintk bukan maen..aku xnak bg..haha nk simpan bg kt ank2..tettt:p




things that we had thrown away








and last but not least..papa gave this to me..
hahaha ce teka ce teka sape neh??
(sambil senyum lebar)
hehehehe
gile laen doeww

some people

a situation between owner of the house and a neighbour

neighbour: saya suke la akak buwat pagar tinggi..senang saya nk jemur cadar nnt

owner: ermm..sebenrnye saye buwat pagar tinggi neh sbb xnak bg jmur cadar tu larh..saye x brp suke la sbnrny..:)

neighbour:owhhh...alaa sekali sekala jew..

ehh makcikk neh...xreti bahase kew..
haihh...some people never understand
do you really want your neighbour hangs all their clothes at the gate of the house?
err excuse me..if you can notice we actually live in housing area
like daa...we are SHARING the gate
hey do give some respect la
we dont want our house looks like laundry store..come on larh


*pagi2 dh buwat entry..nk tunjuk bgn awl sbnrnye..lol
i juz made a spaghetti bolognese for today..woot woot :p

get it right

What have I done
I wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cuz my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take for me
To get it right
To get it right

Can I start again
With my faith shaken
'Cuz I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay
And face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/g/glee_cast/get_it_right.html ]
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
'Cuz my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
But how many times will it take for me
To get it right

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah I sent out wish
Yeah I sent up a prayer
Then finally someone will see how much I care

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Oh my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just want to fix it somehow
But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
To get it right
To get it right

Something Borrowed - Official Trailer [HD]

okayhh saya nk tgk cite neh!!!

the clearance day

haa entry kali ini berunsur kenegerian
hehehe

so hari jumaat tu aku balik ganu
hee dh lame gile dop balik
and i was so excited that i can meet ibah n zie
but i cant because my mom needed me
and i really cant turn down my family rite
so to najibah and nazihan..,,
sorry dear..
aku tau korang kesok aty..
especially nazihan la kan
hahaha
and insy kite boleh kot jumpe time bulan 6 neh..hihi
papa ckp nk blik
hehehe

jadi hari sabtu tu aku dh bgun awl2
smangat jitu nk tolong mama
tobak byk gile keje ke buwat time tuh
penat tau dopp
ptut ajok je zie mari tolong
kiteorang kene clear all the things yg ad dlm robok2 hok rosak
(robok means almari)
byk kot hok rosak sbb banjir ary tuh
so robok2 tu sume mcm kembang2 je bwh die
so xkn nk simpan kn
buang je ar orpp...huduh ngat.haha
and bile dh ngemas2 tu kan
mmg jumpe byk ar bnde khazanah2 alam neh..
hahaha
and the thing that i hate most
bile dh sibuk2 ngemas neh
biase la dgn habuk n debu je sume ade tuh
i cant stop sneezing
hehh
tension btol
felt like dropping my nose in somewhere else
and bile rajin bru amek balik hahaha

haa nk upload gmba neh
tp tenet neh gedix sket mlm neh
berat sbb skype ngn ibah kott hahaha


p/s:video tuh mcm tkantoi sket ar..
hee do ignore the dialog between my me n my mom..haha
n i hate my voice when it comes in recording