'Or do ye think that ye shall enter the Garden (of bliss) without such (trials) as came to those who passed away before you? they encountered suffering and adversity, and were so shaken in spirit that even the Messenger and those of faith who were with him cried: "When (will come) the help of Allah." Ah! Verily, the help of Allah is (always) near!'
surah al-baqarah ayat 214
its been a month
im tired of seeing the doctor every week
im tired of taking medicine every day
im tired being cried because its hurt
im tired of thinking how much i hate looking myself like this
but i know i have to get through this
i need to be redha
nisa selalu ckp 'sakit boleh hapuskan dosa2 kecil'
HE the one who made me sick, and HE also will cure me
i just have to wait and be strong