again..

these few days make me feel sick
miss my home badly
but seems that it will takes longer time for me to come home
haihh

to make me forget about it
I spend my time with my friends
being with them make me forget about home
big smile to my friends

to a friend of mine

this entry is for you...
dear you..

we were closed last time
I can't deny it

you called me mostly every night
you wake me up every sahur time
you are a good listener and advisor too
and you did help me a lot

but I made a mistake
and you are wondering why we are not close anymore
do believe me
losing a friend is the last thing I want in life

so it's time for me to explain

I'm not a good person for you
I was afraid that I disturb you with your girl
which I'm not so sure you have it one or not
and it was also because you text other girls too
so I stop contact with you
and I am not blamed you at all
then at that time I think you don't need me anymore

but then I realized
I am easily close with you at first
because I was lonely not because I want to be a friend with you
and it kills me because it seems like I was being jerk
and looks like I was using you
so I stopped

so here in an appropriate way
I'm asking for apologize
for being a terrible friend to you
and I really hope that we can still be a friend

again dont be lame girl

I miss my home
I miss my room
I miss mom's cook

out of the blue
HOMESICK
:(

i wish

how I wish that I could buy a cute little blouse
not so fancy
not so colorful
but it suites me well
n also look decent hahaha

tag oh tag

I never done this..but seems my good fren tag me this which is farhanom husna
so dgn hati yg ikhlas aku jwb la erk..haha

apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup korang?
handphone...heee

benda terakhir korang beli menggunakan duit sendiri?
baju kurung cotton kt giant jew...haha

adakah korang bercinta sekarang?
okaaayhhh.....saya cinta mama n papa saya..tett~

berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih equal to suami korang?
insyaAllah until death apart us..n smpai akhirat jgk...-_-

dimana korang akan jumpa kekasih korang?
xpernah tfikir larh...

novel/buku/ majalah yang terakhir korang beli?
cleo..hehh

apa nama penuh korang?
fatin nur haiyam bt ahmad suzaime..penuh x tuh?? lalala

antara mak dan ayah korang, yang mana korang lebih mesra?
xnk pilih2..saya tamak haloba..saya nak dua2 jgak

dimanakah tempat betul2 korang nak pegi?
karambunai island..haha

pilih salah satu, peluk atau cium?
err...xde motif..

beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag korang?
kwn saya, org perak,dy xpernah lpa ttg saya..and im appreciate that

5 benda yang korang sayang sangat2 dalam hidup korang?
-handphone
-laptop
-that big teddy bear
-jaket jeans saya..xtau kenape
-i/c n lesen keta..lalala

bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas?
16 November 1992...kat umah n sekola...dkat2 spm plak tuh kn..-_____-

5 orang blogger yang korang nak tag?
-fatin leyana rosley
-hairunnisa yusof
-nazihan athirah abd wahab
-najibah yahya
-nadiatul ajeerah

:)

lost my mind

statement 1 : I know I have to make a decision fast
statement 2 : I hate making choices
conclusion : I need a break and probably back off

pen off~

kids are cute but...

haha...regarding this title
this few days I spend my holidays with eidlan hakimi
a 3 year old boy
which is cute and seems a very pleasant
hahaha
but of course
he's a kid right
babysitting him was tiring
believe me...he is very active boy
and he's little brother
eiman hadi...(did I spell it right?? hurm..)
he was soo damn cute
today was he's 7 day after he was born
and I was so excited that I could hold him twice
that baby is so small...trust me....2.4 kg fuhh
I love the smell of baby..heee

I stll can't believe that I can handle those kids