cheesy little thingy

hard to admit it
but i miss my old roomate

nurul hidayah zubairi

take note this
ehemm2drum roll
jeng3

"fatin rindu dayah larh"

recently my granny are not very well enough
and my family had to go back to hometown to visit her
and of course i can't follow them back to trengganu
well im stuck in uia :0
anyway i called her yesterday
and her voice seems very week
sebak bile die cakap nanti aku cuti panjang nak duduk dengan aku
well hold on tokma
this sem is nearly done
(means final exam is coming huh)

talk about exam again makes me sick
we just finish our midsem and yet the final exam is coming
and yeah this sem is like hectic
every week ade quiz ok
sigh

p/s: i format my laptop and lost all my pictures and diaries. nice

difficulties

alhamdulillah im getting better
haaa lepas kene inject last week
dah nampak bkurang dah
ok la tuh

bile masuk uia gombak ni
aku macam kene suwei sikit
macam2 jadi dekat aku
haihh
i almost lost myself

keep being optimist right?
insy "setiap kesusahan ada kesenangan"
always bergantung harap pada Allah
he will help us
-mama-

okeh this coming week will be like hectic
starting with 2nd quiz lab and ungs presentation on Monday
-____________________-
then there will be midterm exam for ungs on Wednesday
and paper circuit on Thursday
awesome huh

sick

bismillah

'Or do ye think that ye shall enter the Garden (of bliss) without such (trials) as came to those who passed away before you? they encountered suffering and adversity, and were so shaken in spirit that even the Messenger and those of faith who were with him cried: "When (will come) the help of Allah." Ah! Verily, the help of Allah is (always) near!'

surah al-baqarah ayat 214

its been a month
im tired of seeing the doctor every week
im tired of taking medicine every day
im tired being cried because its hurt
im tired of thinking how much i hate looking myself like this
but i know i have to get through this
i need to be redha
nisa selalu ckp 'sakit boleh hapuskan dosa2 kecil'
well
HE the one who made me sick, and HE also will cure me
insyaAllah
i just have to wait and be strong

healing process

Its easy to ask someone to move on
But when it comes to myself
Moving on is damn difficult
Well im trying my best
Ambil mase la sikit
Forgetting things is easy
But force to forget
Its bloody hard

degree is not very fun ok

Welcome for new intake
-________-
Orang lain dh msuk degree lame
Aku bru je msuk

Mule2 mmg la excited nk msuk. Cuti 4 bulan kot. Gile bosan.
Haa
Bile dah msuk. Duduk 2 minggu kat uia nih. Mau mnangis hari2. Blum start kelas lagi nih.
Jauh la. Untungla org ade kereta ke moto ke. Basikal pon jadi. Huhu
Dengan foreigners nye belambak. Kalau lecturer pon susah nye nak adapt slang dorang.
Dengan aku pulak smpai2 sini ntah alergik ape ntah. Truk gile.
Sunyi btol uia ni. Dpt roomate sume umah dekat2. Untungla
Tinggal aku sorang2..serius lonely.
Depressed okeh duduk sini.

NAK BALIK UMAH!!